It has been a very busy week
well at least for me. A lot of things need to be done and planned.
I can see how my week is merely different from my previous years
more responsibility less procrastination so on
But it does make yourself feel good after u manage to keep up with at most all of your plans
Anyway.. the week started with the college band thinggy
with the upcoming Feseni around 2 months time , we still havent select any song.
All of a sudden a week is given to set an arrangement for a song.
UM small dota competition also been held by the end of the week.
fully occupied by day and night, driving to and fro from 9th and 8th college
So, after semua dah settle. went back to my room seeing my roomates have slept
i decided to go listen to some instrumental songs while having my quite time and finding someone on facebook to have some light conversation.
For me , a quite time alone is all you need after a hectic day and this is when my other state of mind comes to life.
actually after sending my keyboardist back to her college just now
alone in the car while listening to radiohead mistylikemusic
i came to a traffic light and waiting for the green light
i saw the numbers on my speedometer
2456782
My small red car has been moving for such distance.
for 20 years now. how many miles more can it last?how long?
can we tell? no we cant
and i think that god is trying to remind me that
we cant tell when does death come for us either
imagine you know your car going to breakdown on the road
will u drive?
If you know when your going to die
Life is very much meaningless after, right?
there is always a reason for something to happened
and sometime something is better left untold
i have a friend who suffered from cancer when i was in high school
when we hear bout cancer
only 1 thing comes to our mind
fatal.
well that is because its not we are not the one who suffer from it
when i see her face in the class
i can see she trying to hold on this one big hope to continue living in this world
but i know that her life is not the same anymore.
most of the people said that life isnt fair when bad things happened to them
but is it fair when you drive a beetle on road passing through people walking in the rain?
i just wish when my time comes
i have given something or someone things to be remembered
probably not e=mc^2 to create destruction maybe a tree so that everyone can keep on breathing
and prepared for the afterlife
i am sure everyone does
insyaAllah and lets hope for the best for us
-until then
sepet.
Thursday, 13 January 2011
Friday, 7 January 2011
Success' Paths
I always get inspired watching things as life goes on everyday
sometime i just smile and people thinks im crazy , but theres alot on my mind although i am crazy most of the time :3
This time im going to talk about britains got talent
2 years ago my sis showed me some random video from britains got talent
well heres the video
lets call this one Mr A
and the second one
Mr B
both video are dancers
both trying to win the competition
but they are doing it in different ways
similar to the people trying to create their success in life
Mr. A is very creative
he did something unexpected and the judges liked it
they risk their chances and the outcome is either Yes or No
they just have fun doing it while depend 50% on their luck
while Mr B is really willing to do anything to win the competition
he had strong perseverance
he worked very hard just to strike on this one opportunity to change his life
these 2 examples are just the mirror reflection of the success people now
some who manage to think outside the box can create their success path easily
like inventing something new to the world which other people didnt think of
they strike the opportunity with less effort and succeed
these people tend to have everything, they didnt have to study so hard in their younger days too. yes?
for example if you aim to be a doctor, you have to do well in all your exams starting from upsr till your Alvl
and spend 6 more years to get a medical degree
but is it worth it? life is about risk, failing and learning new things after. but if everything is certain just because you can study hard, wheres the interesting part of life?
no im not complaining how difficult life is and not offending those who wanted to be a doctor. i know the doctors demand are high too.why? According to mathematics it just follow the simple "if then" concept
if more sick people then more doctors needed. yes? implies that cure is better than prevention?
totally wrong indeed.
in comparison to life
we actually just repeating what mostly dead people did
we all want to be doctors engineers doing big business
yes even i am one of them
how many of us are passionate enough to chase their dream ignoring whatever is in their way
just like a person who invented the straw or the wheel chair?
just like the 2 indians creating something outstanding
who could expect micheal jackson and indian dance are perfect match?
when i used to play chess in high school
i notice that all of the players has the same particular moves
that are used by the grandmasters 100 years ago
yes the moves are great
but chess has exactly 1337^999 outcomes
one strange particular move from what he memorize can make a difference
same goes to life
when robert frost explain the road diverge into 2
i think that there are 1000 other roads that we didnt see
so many other choices in life
and we only choose the one road with footsteps just to be safe
didnt we?
both of these way creativity and perseverance can bring success in your life
but too many people had gone through their life by hardworking and the bar has been raised up to a point that is too high to achieve
so are you willing to risk it?
2 months ago i was inspired by one of my best friend favorite quote
"live your life to the fullest"
im not sure how am i going to do that. but lets start with creating something different in my life
and enjoying every second of it
because we never know what is ahead of us and that has made life is so interesting
until then
-sepet
sometime i just smile and people thinks im crazy , but theres alot on my mind although i am crazy most of the time :3
This time im going to talk about britains got talent
2 years ago my sis showed me some random video from britains got talent
well heres the video
lets call this one Mr A
and the second one
Mr B
both video are dancers
both trying to win the competition
but they are doing it in different ways
similar to the people trying to create their success in life
Mr. A is very creative
he did something unexpected and the judges liked it
they risk their chances and the outcome is either Yes or No
they just have fun doing it while depend 50% on their luck
while Mr B is really willing to do anything to win the competition
he had strong perseverance
he worked very hard just to strike on this one opportunity to change his life
these 2 examples are just the mirror reflection of the success people now
some who manage to think outside the box can create their success path easily
like inventing something new to the world which other people didnt think of
they strike the opportunity with less effort and succeed
these people tend to have everything, they didnt have to study so hard in their younger days too. yes?
for example if you aim to be a doctor, you have to do well in all your exams starting from upsr till your Alvl
and spend 6 more years to get a medical degree
but is it worth it? life is about risk, failing and learning new things after. but if everything is certain just because you can study hard, wheres the interesting part of life?
no im not complaining how difficult life is and not offending those who wanted to be a doctor. i know the doctors demand are high too.why? According to mathematics it just follow the simple "if then" concept
if more sick people then more doctors needed. yes? implies that cure is better than prevention?
totally wrong indeed.
in comparison to life
we actually just repeating what mostly dead people did
we all want to be doctors engineers doing big business
yes even i am one of them
how many of us are passionate enough to chase their dream ignoring whatever is in their way
just like a person who invented the straw or the wheel chair?
just like the 2 indians creating something outstanding
who could expect micheal jackson and indian dance are perfect match?
when i used to play chess in high school
i notice that all of the players has the same particular moves
that are used by the grandmasters 100 years ago
yes the moves are great
but chess has exactly 1337^999 outcomes
one strange particular move from what he memorize can make a difference
same goes to life
when robert frost explain the road diverge into 2
i think that there are 1000 other roads that we didnt see
so many other choices in life
and we only choose the one road with footsteps just to be safe
didnt we?
both of these way creativity and perseverance can bring success in your life
but too many people had gone through their life by hardworking and the bar has been raised up to a point that is too high to achieve
so are you willing to risk it?
2 months ago i was inspired by one of my best friend favorite quote
"live your life to the fullest"
im not sure how am i going to do that. but lets start with creating something different in my life
and enjoying every second of it
because we never know what is ahead of us and that has made life is so interesting
until then
-sepet
Saturday, 1 January 2011
Time Flies
New year has just started and i still cant believe how fast time is moving.
if 5 years ago , 1st of january is the day i dislike the most. i have to return to school , started with 2hours craptalking principal and hoping my pendidikan islam and bahasa melayu is on the same day so i can ditch school on that day every week.
but 2011 is a totally a different start. come to think of it i have reach my early 20 which i still cant believe how fast i am growing. i am graduating in 4 years time and im going to work.
but when i look at myself in the mirror. i really doubt my inside is growing as well.
if i am given a chance to wish for something. it would me staying as a kid forever. Theres so many thing to worry about when you are a grownups. You cant really do things that you like without thinking about others and everyday you have to make a right decision to lead a decent life. haha yeah i am the kind of guy who can sit in the room and do a thing he likes for hours and hours, doing his ridiculous act anywhere or play rock kapak and rap music at the same time. i like living my life different from others. i dont really care what people think of my doings as long as i know im enjoying every second of it. But these thing changes when you grow older. You have to take care of yourself. you cant play dota for 4 hours and waiting for mother to call you for lunch.. and there will be time you will need to stand on your own to solve your own problem. i realize that i need to do something for a change.
Newton states that every action has it reaction. This law even applies to life.
In real life, there are more difficult obstacles rather than failing exams.and having good cgpa does not guarantee your perfect life ahead now. probably not in 2020 if world still exist. everything comes into account.Sometimes you only be given one chance and that one chance you need to strike in order to change your life. So be stronger because its not the end of the world. and i have decided,2011 and onwards although my world is going to be full serious matter as i grow up. i am going to live it differently and i hope it will give me a new prospect of life.
For 2010 recap:
It has been a hell of a year and tragic too
its started like any other year , having high hopes to have a good life, be matured and become a better person.
but i dont think it worked though >_>.. anyway..
I am glad i chose pasum over utp considering how awesome awesome awesome pasum is.
choosing pasum also made me prove that i prefer life over money which i am totally happy about it.
i met quite alot of people like me there and some of them has change me to be a better person.
i rode ambulance twice due to really funny lab accidents which i am still laughing now.
i have become fatter due to less sport enrolling.
i realise that undergraduates study is not as easy as i think and i am working on it.
i made new awesome friends and i have a roomate who look just like nobita.
(i lovee doraemon when i was a kid i got 1-43!! tapi sekarang dah hilang) coincidence eh?
travel to other countries and realise how awesome malaysia is.
and yeah still no serious relationship although its on my 2010 wishlist HAHA
2010 also been a hard year for me as well
i loss two of my best fren one died of cancer and the other died from accident.
sometime it made me realise how long i can still live in this world because theres still alot of things i still wanted to do. So many thoughts to dream off and So many wish to be granted. it really reminds me that i can go anytime.. but life goes on..
anyway 2011 is going to be an awesome year. im going to have my 1st official band performance.
And i am going to be a kick ass grownup. ^_^
if 5 years ago , 1st of january is the day i dislike the most. i have to return to school , started with 2hours craptalking principal and hoping my pendidikan islam and bahasa melayu is on the same day so i can ditch school on that day every week.
but 2011 is a totally a different start. come to think of it i have reach my early 20 which i still cant believe how fast i am growing. i am graduating in 4 years time and im going to work.
but when i look at myself in the mirror. i really doubt my inside is growing as well.
if i am given a chance to wish for something. it would me staying as a kid forever. Theres so many thing to worry about when you are a grownups. You cant really do things that you like without thinking about others and everyday you have to make a right decision to lead a decent life. haha yeah i am the kind of guy who can sit in the room and do a thing he likes for hours and hours, doing his ridiculous act anywhere or play rock kapak and rap music at the same time. i like living my life different from others. i dont really care what people think of my doings as long as i know im enjoying every second of it. But these thing changes when you grow older. You have to take care of yourself. you cant play dota for 4 hours and waiting for mother to call you for lunch.. and there will be time you will need to stand on your own to solve your own problem. i realize that i need to do something for a change.
Newton states that every action has it reaction. This law even applies to life.
In real life, there are more difficult obstacles rather than failing exams.and having good cgpa does not guarantee your perfect life ahead now. probably not in 2020 if world still exist. everything comes into account.Sometimes you only be given one chance and that one chance you need to strike in order to change your life. So be stronger because its not the end of the world. and i have decided,2011 and onwards although my world is going to be full serious matter as i grow up. i am going to live it differently and i hope it will give me a new prospect of life.
For 2010 recap:
It has been a hell of a year and tragic too
its started like any other year , having high hopes to have a good life, be matured and become a better person.
but i dont think it worked though >_>.. anyway..
I am glad i chose pasum over utp considering how awesome awesome awesome pasum is.
choosing pasum also made me prove that i prefer life over money which i am totally happy about it.
i met quite alot of people like me there and some of them has change me to be a better person.
i rode ambulance twice due to really funny lab accidents which i am still laughing now.
i have become fatter due to less sport enrolling.
i realise that undergraduates study is not as easy as i think and i am working on it.
i made new awesome friends and i have a roomate who look just like nobita.
(i lovee doraemon when i was a kid i got 1-43!! tapi sekarang dah hilang) coincidence eh?
travel to other countries and realise how awesome malaysia is.
and yeah still no serious relationship although its on my 2010 wishlist HAHA
2010 also been a hard year for me as well
i loss two of my best fren one died of cancer and the other died from accident.
sometime it made me realise how long i can still live in this world because theres still alot of things i still wanted to do. So many thoughts to dream off and So many wish to be granted. it really reminds me that i can go anytime.. but life goes on..
anyway 2011 is going to be an awesome year. im going to have my 1st official band performance.
And i am going to be a kick ass grownup. ^_^
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