New year has just started and i still cant believe how fast time is moving.
if 5 years ago , 1st of january is the day i dislike the most. i have to return to school , started with 2hours craptalking principal and hoping my pendidikan islam and bahasa melayu is on the same day so i can ditch school on that day every week.
but 2011 is a totally a different start. come to think of it i have reach my early 20 which i still cant believe how fast i am growing. i am graduating in 4 years time and im going to work.
but when i look at myself in the mirror. i really doubt my inside is growing as well.
if i am given a chance to wish for something. it would me staying as a kid forever. Theres so many thing to worry about when you are a grownups. You cant really do things that you like without thinking about others and everyday you have to make a right decision to lead a decent life. haha yeah i am the kind of guy who can sit in the room and do a thing he likes for hours and hours, doing his ridiculous act anywhere or play rock kapak and rap music at the same time. i like living my life different from others. i dont really care what people think of my doings as long as i know im enjoying every second of it. But these thing changes when you grow older. You have to take care of yourself. you cant play dota for 4 hours and waiting for mother to call you for lunch.. and there will be time you will need to stand on your own to solve your own problem. i realize that i need to do something for a change.
Newton states that every action has it reaction. This law even applies to life.
In real life, there are more difficult obstacles rather than failing exams.and having good cgpa does not guarantee your perfect life ahead now. probably not in 2020 if world still exist. everything comes into account.Sometimes you only be given one chance and that one chance you need to strike in order to change your life. So be stronger because its not the end of the world. and i have decided,2011 and onwards although my world is going to be full serious matter as i grow up. i am going to live it differently and i hope it will give me a new prospect of life.
For 2010 recap:
It has been a hell of a year and tragic too
its started like any other year , having high hopes to have a good life, be matured and become a better person.
but i dont think it worked though >_>.. anyway..
I am glad i chose pasum over utp considering how awesome awesome awesome pasum is.
choosing pasum also made me prove that i prefer life over money which i am totally happy about it.
i met quite alot of people like me there and some of them has change me to be a better person.
i rode ambulance twice due to really funny lab accidents which i am still laughing now.
i have become fatter due to less sport enrolling.
i realise that undergraduates study is not as easy as i think and i am working on it.
i made new awesome friends and i have a roomate who look just like nobita.
(i lovee doraemon when i was a kid i got 1-43!! tapi sekarang dah hilang) coincidence eh?
travel to other countries and realise how awesome malaysia is.
and yeah still no serious relationship although its on my 2010 wishlist HAHA
2010 also been a hard year for me as well
i loss two of my best fren one died of cancer and the other died from accident.
sometime it made me realise how long i can still live in this world because theres still alot of things i still wanted to do. So many thoughts to dream off and So many wish to be granted. it really reminds me that i can go anytime.. but life goes on..
anyway 2011 is going to be an awesome year. im going to have my 1st official band performance.
And i am going to be a kick ass grownup. ^_^
