It has been a very busy week
well at least for me. A lot of things need to be done and planned.
I can see how my week is merely different from my previous years
more responsibility less procrastination so on
But it does make yourself feel good after u manage to keep up with at most all of your plans
Anyway.. the week started with the college band thinggy
with the upcoming Feseni around 2 months time , we still havent select any song.
All of a sudden a week is given to set an arrangement for a song.
UM small dota competition also been held by the end of the week.
fully occupied by day and night, driving to and fro from 9th and 8th college
So, after semua dah settle. went back to my room seeing my roomates have slept
i decided to go listen to some instrumental songs while having my quite time and finding someone on facebook to have some light conversation.
For me , a quite time alone is all you need after a hectic day and this is when my other state of mind comes to life.
actually after sending my keyboardist back to her college just now
alone in the car while listening to radiohead mistylikemusic
i came to a traffic light and waiting for the green light
i saw the numbers on my speedometer
2456782
My small red car has been moving for such distance.
for 20 years now. how many miles more can it last?how long?
can we tell? no we cant
and i think that god is trying to remind me that
we cant tell when does death come for us either
imagine you know your car going to breakdown on the road
will u drive?
If you know when your going to die
Life is very much meaningless after, right?
there is always a reason for something to happened
and sometime something is better left untold
i have a friend who suffered from cancer when i was in high school
when we hear bout cancer
only 1 thing comes to our mind
fatal.
well that is because its not we are not the one who suffer from it
when i see her face in the class
i can see she trying to hold on this one big hope to continue living in this world
but i know that her life is not the same anymore.
most of the people said that life isnt fair when bad things happened to them
but is it fair when you drive a beetle on road passing through people walking in the rain?
i just wish when my time comes
i have given something or someone things to be remembered
probably not e=mc^2 to create destruction maybe a tree so that everyone can keep on breathing
and prepared for the afterlife
i am sure everyone does
insyaAllah and lets hope for the best for us
-until then
sepet.
