guess i am too passionate on what i was doing while taking forgranted pretty much everything else.
Carelessly i didnt even realize things i have missed, have had to do and complication occurred along the way.
To be fair i cant point a finger. Some might understand, some dont. although i wish everyone could see the situation im having. dont worry im not complaining how miserable my life is in this post
anyway..
i just got back from home after resolving my demise
couple of hours after unpacking. Issues come one after another dispute the fact im trying to create a fresh start.
i feel like going home again. i feel like quiting.
after a while.. i noticed.. this is life. sometimes you feel like crap and everyone mistreated you. But theres more ahead. once you start working, have a family and i think these problem i can easily comprehend compared to what im going to face later on. well having those thoughts might not sweep all your agony. it does clear your mind a lil
by the way.
i just lost my acoustic performance and kinda in my state of despair.
its not because i lost but not be able to full perform what we have trained.
but yes. people dont really get it because they are not me.it took time for me to realize there are no reason to blame them either. it just complicate things.
i believe.
everyone has their own perception on what is ahead of them and we cant exactly know whats on their mind.
because we all are not capable to see one's way. Avoiding such circumstances , humans are born with toleration. some might have it some are less. But from what i suffered. This could really gratify your matters.
Always have the thoughts people cant read your mind wont really help but it does feel delightful when you try to put your place in their situation and im sure they will understand you as well.
too err is human and to forgive is divine.
oh well point taken.
till then.
-sepet
