You only live once.

i am.. currently suffering from extreme heat and desolated by millions of tiny bloodsuckers.
so i am kinda awake and its 450 am 
and just for a second a song actually made me feel like writing. :)

Some people think they're always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others they seem so very nice, nice, nice, nice, nice, nice...(oh-ho)
Inside they might feel sad and wrong (oh no)

Twenty-nine different attributes
Only seven that you like (uh oh)
Twenty ways to see the world (oh-ho)
Twenty ways to start a fight (oh-ho)

everyone has their own reason to live in this world.
some live to see all the wicked bands all over the world.
some live to gain knowledge.

some just like to travel all over the world.
or probably just to have a family.

for some people. they wanted more than one.
But u cant defy that u only lived once and you dont know when does your life ends.

when i was a kid.id like to try new things.
and i was a very annoying kid(spoiled kid)

i forced my sister to teach me chess and started playing when i was 9

i still remember that time my dream is to be a professional chess player and i force every grownups to play with me to accomplished that

Later on computer games come into my life.
i started playing and i left chess.
after become addicted to that. i said to myself. i wan to be a hacker. a person who have high knowledge about technology. and started to waste countless hours on that.

and the list goes on for
bunch of things.

A few days before i attended A dota competition held at Icity Shah alam.
Confusion occurs made my team to be separated and me forming with some unknown people.
Turn out it wasnt so bad at all infact i think it made my weekend quite amazing
It all started arround 11pm and people whom had registered waited for the team bracket.
while waiting i was observing the place, the people, the scene.

Team from china brunei and singapore too made into the competition due to the cash pool of 15k

while observing. i can see the well known player gets the attention. people talked about them and some even took pictures.

i still remember a friend of mine asked "kau tak nak amek gambar ngan diorang ke?"
and me and some random teammate answered the same thing "haha tak nak ah. ko lek je nant orang minx amek gambar ngan aku" then we laugh. padahal baru kenal. Then i started to know more and more people among them. we talked. we laugh. 

After a lost facing top 32 team on a 1st round. we decide to hang out some more. went to some cyber cafes and have a friendly match with some tough luck team as well.

then after having some issues with the cafe and carving for food. we went to eat.

then masa lepak mamak. we were like known each other macam dah lama. 

then selamba drive pergi damansara damai at 1am and continue playing there for 5 more hours.
laughter was in the air and i didnt feel tired at all.

and i still cant believe i only known them for 10 hours.

some of them even come to kl all the way from terengganu just for the game. so i can barely see them again.

it was quite sad not knowing when i can meet them again. But people always leave. :(

i went back around 6am not knowing how to drive back and in the car i started thinking

Probably its just a simple game.
a simple game i wasted every hours of my life
But if the game brings people together

Because of the game i discover various people.
then i guess its totally worth it

Then i realized the list i made before. things ive done.
each and every one of it. i met different people.
When i went to chess training camp for nationals i can see, how they see the world.

the list goes on and i actually learnt alot from the things i did before.

it actually made who i am now and i strongly believe it is a gift for me to become a better person.

Ace of spades is actually better than Jack of all trades.

i used to take things seriously on mastering some things i had.

soon  you will believe that

its not the thing that matters anymore.
its the people you met from all walks of life.

Life is too short to be miserable. And you only live once.
make sure u make the best out of everything :)

later
(oh masa tengah fikir dalam kereta. i actually made a wrong turn. pastu kena toll =.=. crap tol.)

till then

-sepet